Been so weary lately. Don't feel like doing anything. So many things going through my mind lately.
HAO FAN AH !

I guess I'm taking things too seriously... Maybe I shouldn't think too deep into issues. 船到桥头自然直.

I so wanted to share my sorrows with someone. BUT WHO?

Things will never be the same with the old gang. The person whom I share my sorrows with is no longer there. Even if he/she is there, it's never the same.

I'm so tired alrdy.. Haiz..

I gotta stand firm...

Make sure I excel and do well in whatever I'm given to complete within the dateline.

Nothing comes for free, for the things I'm doing right now, I should be contented.

:((((((

I had been feeling so down for the past few days..

Probably because there have been alot of unhappy things happening all at the same time. Whatever it is, I'm feeling better now.

I'm glad that I still have my family.. And I know no matter what happens, they will be there for me.. After you-know-what-happened, I suddenly realised I don't really have much close friends.. I feel so sad that I cry non-stop for few days, as I know how important friendship is to me.

BUT, the fact is (after crying so many nights), I don't need many close friends, quantity doesn't matter to me.. I'll just need those that are true to me!

I will stay happy! And not take my true friends for granted!
<3 PEACE!

If you are just not careful with it, you can easily break a friendship.. even for one that is more than 1 decade old..

Sad to say, but I'm the clumsy and reckless who broke up this friendship..

Lots of things happened. especially within these few months. Feeling super down now.. I guess I tried my best.. Friends come and go, I'm just glad that true friends will never leave you.. Those that left, they are not your true friends, I guess.

I'm just... disappointed?

Chao.

Thanks guys! Oh man. I really miss ntu frens. AhHhh..

I'm doing fine so far, I guess.. Haha, and hope so. Followed my boss to client's office yesterday, pick up some his skills about how he asked related stuff from the in-charge of the company. GDPMDS seems easy, especially after reading the guidelines for like 2 full days. But, I think I need to be more confident and speak up, be firm!

Followed Khim to another company today! :D I think that she was pretty good, as in, I feel she did quite a good job, especially in front of someone who looks so stern. (and a little stubborn) LOL. She was quite firm. Gotta learn more from both of them. Seems to me, HACCP is like 10 times tougher than GDPMDS, which means, there should not be any excuses, I should be able to cope with GDP well. HAHA. jia you!

Went to Ichiban AMK for dinner just now, (with Nelle anf Khim), gosh, the food is exceptionally GOOD, maybe cause we're too hungry. Anyway, nelle and khim crapped ALOT and their conversations were hilarious. totally funny. I'm really glad to be working with them man!

AND I can't wait for A-MEI concert!!! YES!, I'M GOING FOR A-MEI'S CONCERT ON THE 29JAN. WOO HOOOOOOOO..

I'm gonna miss my NTU friends... <3

HALL friends (WHOLE LOT OF YOU out there, to name afew, Cai Jie, Cass, Wanling, Hoi Wang, the 51 gang).
STUDY khakis (Michelle, Daniel, Shaun, Joshua, Jun Wei, Andrew, Ming Shen)
SINGING khakis (Wanling, Weiliang, Zihao) and MY BEST PAL, pei wen.

Yeap, but I've alrdy made up my mind. And this is what I'm gonna do, and I feel, best for me. Not a difficult choice to make, cause my results sucks, and it's gonna be a long (long ~) way to go, if I choose to continue. So with only a Diploma in Quality Management and Engineering, I have decided to find a job. I'm glad too, cause i'm offered a job so promptly, after sending my resume. Gonna grab this opportunity, work hard and achieved something in life.

Just finished attending a 2-day course on ISO 9001:2008. Refreshed my mind on stuff related to Quality. Officially going to work on Monday. Wish me luck!